voluntary pain

Category: Writers Block

Post 1 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 3:51:03

Hi all, this is a real poem about how I feel when I am angry at myself and hurt myself.

Hatred against myself, strong and visible
teeth sharp as human teeth can be.
Anger makes me burst inside.
I don'T feel no pain, till it's done
then, only then I can regret
what I just did to myself.
Usually, this makes me cry
and feel ashamed for my own self.

Post 2 by DJDoug (Generic Zoner) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 4:50:38

hugs you I am really sorry I am continuign to pray for you

Post 3 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 5:40:03

Thank you. The grammar in this poem might be lacking but still it is what I feel.

Post 4 by louiano (I'm going for the prolific poster awards!) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 13:50:52

aww well just consider the fact that you are valuable at some point and even though we all have bad and good days, it does not affect our values or qualities, nor makes us look stupid.... there is a reason for bad things to happen.

Post 5 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 13:53:50

True.e Still I am scared that I scare off some friends of mine with that. Well, although ... some people cut temselves.

Post 6 by Q (Take my advice, I'm not using it anyhow.) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:03:23

If someone is really your friend, or if someone really loves you, it doesn't matter what you do or how you do it; if you hurt yourself, they'll be hurt
But on the other hand, we're all just humans.

Post 7 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:04:04

That's true.

Post 8 by asdfghjkl (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:06:04

ines you havent scared me away and you are always in my prayers girly. *hugs*

Post 9 by louiano (I'm going for the prolific poster awards!) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:06:13

well, no matter what you have gone trhough, you are still the same to me, ines!

Post 10 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:08:04

I am really glad to hear that. Even though ... you don't know, if you saw me, with all my scars and stuff, if you would still like me.

Post 11 by Q (Take my advice, I'm not using it anyhow.) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:11:14

If someone is really your friend, or if someone really loves you, it doesn't matter what you do or how you do it; if you hurt yourself, they'll be hurt
But on the other hand, we're all just humans.

Post 12 by louiano (I'm going for the prolific poster awards!) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:12:40

hmm I never saw such reppeated post... and remember, I don't care about phisical appearance that much
...

Post 13 by asdfghjkl (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:14:17

ines i dont care about the scars i look past that.

Post 14 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 14:14:49

Me either, but sometimes, scars scare people off.

Post 15 by Eponine (If you find a rare Gem, hold it tightly!) on Monday, 13-Jun-2005 19:57:16

Ines, I don't care what you look like, i love you anyhow, and will be praying for you. *Hugs*

Post 16 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Tuesday, 14-Jun-2005 2:19:56

Thanks *hugs back*, I really need them now.

Post 17 by louiano (I'm going for the prolific poster awards!) on Tuesday, 14-Jun-2005 12:46:06

aww... lol

Post 18 by dissonance (Help me, I'm stuck to my chair!) on Wednesday, 15-Jun-2005 20:27:41

Inis, you're awesome!

Post 19 by Inesle1987 (Account disabled) on Sunday, 26-Jun-2005 11:33:25

Why am I awesome if I do such silly things to myself and can#t control myself? I wish I thought about myself that I was awesome.